last day home

tonight is my last night in my bed because i don't think i'm going to get any sleep thursday night.
So far i'm not even nervous or excited. I just don't think that it is happening yet. I don't think it has really sunk in that i'm not going to be home, see my family, talk to my friends, and sleep in my own bed for the next five and a half months. I went shopping at the mall with Rah and Cait for the last time in five and a half months and I didn't even really think about it. I am sooooooo excited for everything that is about to happen! I can't wait to meet everyone in D.C. and I can't wait to meet my host families! I think that is about all. I really have to get in the habit of writing in this... and writing better stuff. ah well